While in a pretty happy relationship for 3 years I constantly kept contact with a toxic guy I met on the internet. He lives in another country and while in a relationship with someone else I've gone to visit him numerous times. Now the relationship ended and I finally got together with the other guy as a couple. He's got his stuff in order now while my life is hectic and confusing and we're great together. Sometimes I miss my ex and I feel bad about hurting and leaving him but I'm so much more happy now that it's ridiculous.