I woke up this morning. I slept the whole night, woke up a few moments because of a strange dream, but was able to go right back to sleep. I want my life to change for the better, but into what? I keep seeing ads about being better and to never be complacent, always improve. I am compelled to change, but I am content. I live on my own. I have some debt. I work a regular job. I went to a University, but don't practice my profession. I am no relationship and have no children. I will be 40 in 1 year and 4 months. I try to want something, but I don't want that much. The most I want is a relationship, but I don't see marriage and children in my future.