I feel like my mom likes to humiliate me in front of my whole family. If she sees that I am sad afterwards, she appologizes but it's a classic "sorry, BUT...". Then she wonders why I am grumpy or sad the whole time. Sometimes I even feel like she looks at me with disgust. Shes a lovibg mother most of the time but then this happens. I know this sounds weird bit I cant explain it. Maybe its all in my head.