My whole life I've been telling everybody I love that one girl from class, or from my sports club, but the truth is I don't. I've been telling everybody these stories because I'm not sure about my sexuality. Sometimes when I walk through the streets I see boys which I think are really hot, but afterwards I think about all the girls who I told I loved. And with this I'm really confusing myself. And I'm afraid to come out because if I may not be gay, everybody will think I'm weird and insecure.