Maybe it is really time to find another job. It may have a bit better pay but also toxic work. Aside to that, I didn't improve. In fact, my skill just got bad. Like supervisors and other higher managers use uuuhm and ahh to all sentences. In my previous work, we don't have it. If ever, just once. Now I am becoming like the supervisors here at my current work. It is affecting my speaking skill. I recently noticed myself using it more than 3x in a single sentence. Imagine on meeting presentation and still at the introduction, there's 3-5 long uhhh already from supervisors 👎 To also think they've been here years and big known company.