When i was 12 i did sexual stuff with my little sisters, i had only seen porn on the pc. I taught it was normal. The child service took me away from my mom, who were divorced. I lived in a foster home from i was 14 and still lives there, i am 22 this year. Im still regrettIng the things i did. Wanted to kill myself more times that i can count. The fosterdad was like a father to me, he was 10 times more a dad than my biological dad was. He died last September last year and faught cancer for 3 years.