So I transitioned from female to male (I'm post operation) and I'm starting to slightly regret it, not because I hate my body, because I'm indifferent, it doesn't make a difference for me. But because I probably mistook my mental health problems for being trans. So basically, I lose time, all the time, and everytime I "time skip" I go into another dreamworld where me and the other internal voices in my head coexist. I've always had the internal voices, and I've always became and acted like them. I initially thought it was make believe and it was simply my vivid imagination, but it would happen even outside of play time. I study psychology, I think I know what has happened. However living with a large secret like this isn't easy. Now I'm 18, all of the the internal voices are still there, every time I leave to often come back to notes left behind signed off in their names and I'm consistently behind in school. I don't really know what to do about it, because it's an undiagnosed problem, therefore, I just added myself to a therapy waiting list, and I just have to wait. But thanks for reading this anonymous post about my crappy life.