i fell into heroin addiction 5 years ago when she left. before, I had everything. now I don't have a penny to my name, I been in rehab for a year, got out, used 30 days straight and overdosed a 4th time now back in rehab. this is my 7th time in rehab. I can't stop. and I feel like it's over. what's truly fucked up, is I'd go through it all again just to hug her one more time. but she only laughs at me, and calls me a junkie. and a loser. so much for love.