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My depression dominates my life. There are several nights of the week I literally do cry myself to sleep wishing that I had friends that would help me out. But I am completely ignored by everyone that used to be important to me. My friends died or grew apart. Either one I still don't see the few of them left for up to months without them contacting me. I can text my heart away, leave voicemails, visit old hangout locations; nobody seems to care I am miserably awaiting for someone to turn around and notice that they left me behind. I want to be round them again so bad, but I am simply not important to them anymore. Oh how I wish I could expect a call or a random drop in from an old friend. I desperately want them back in my life. I guess if they feel like I didn't need to be there I should just let them go, but they will always be my friends to me. I cried typing this because I am accepting they actually turned their backs on me. Now I can't even begin to comprehend why it had to turn out this way for me. Now to to continue with my seemingly eternal loneliness. Sorry but I felt I needed to say it somehow...

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  • There is fear in being alone. But strength too. Take your self out on adventures, find hobbies. Before you know it you must just accidentally have some fun and even make a new friend.

  • Look at this way: they also have a life beside you, as a human being you must also grow and sometimes good friends will grow apart.

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