I dont like my bestfriend. I met her in 7th grade and I'm gonna be graduating high school soon. shes not a horrible person but we just dont get on like we used to anymore. she makes me feel like I have to do and say bad things about people and I hate doing that. when I start to get more control over my emotions I'm really happy but shell tell me "I hate how your acting act like the old you" she does tons of other things that really get under my skin to. we've been on and off for a year or so now. but I dont want to be associated with her anymore. the problem is I don't have other friends and I get really lonely. I dont know.