I have crippling depression, for years ive managed it going to a alternative school and worked really hard while having all these mental health struggles, but this year it completely took over, I stopped going to school, my medications stoped working, I don't do anything but paint. I need help but everyone in my life is just getting frustrated and judging me. Everyone thinks im lazy, even my boyfriend I know he loves me but I can just feel like disappointment coming off of him when my room gets really messy and when I dont go to see my grandparents. I can't take it. I NEED HELP, I NEED NEW MEDICATIONS, I NEED SUPPORT. But no ones doing anything except judging me.