The first ever serious relationship I had was with a guy 1 year younger than me. I loved him as I came from a broken family and he's the bad boy type, his personality just lured me to him. Was in a relationship with him for a year, then we broke up. The break up broke my spirit so much, I suffered for nearly a year. Fast forward 10 years later, I married the love of my life who's 6 years elder than me. I thought he would be the only younger guy that I'll ever have feelings for. But recently I was scrolling Tik Tok and came across a very very hot guy who turned out to be 11 years younger than me. His vids turn me on so much that his videos are like a drug that I have to take everyday. I had a lucid dream about him last night and that bothers me, I feel like I'm cheating on my husband. But he's just too hot for his age, he's barely 18 and I'm nearly 30.