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Today I woke up beyond depressed. I've cried so hard my eyes are damn near swollen shut. Some will say I deserve it, others will say I don't. I became pregnant by a man I thought I loved. I joked about abortion and he didn't say anything like no or please don't. He made me feel like sh*t for being sick and not being able to cook or clean like I normally do. I told him I was getting an abortion and he had to pay half, he gave me the money with no argument and let me make the appointment. The day before it he left me to be with someone else. I went because I do not want to have a mans baby if he doesn't want it. I take the abortion pill. He comes back the next night doesn't comfort me at all and doesn't care about my pain or tears. The next day I'm not feeling so sick like I have the past few weeks so I try to make dinner. Homemade chicken and shrimp alfredo with bread sticks and salad. He leaves while I'm preparing the meal. I text him hours later "foods done" he doesn't reply for hour and I even tried to wait to have dinner with him...he took my car so I texted again and said next time get picked up if your gonna ignore me. He texts back hours later "I'll be there with your car and to get my sh*t". He comes back hours later, packs everything and leaves me. Oh we already have a couple of kids together too but I guess this time I wasn't good enough. Why would he leave now when he could of left weeks ago? He says he didn't tell me to get the abortion but he also never asked me not to and quickly gave me the money when asked. I'm crying because I have to go through this alone and I regret doing it and I don't understand what made him want to treat me this way. Now I'm on a random app writing this anonymously because I have nobody to tell. Why are people so insensitive and what did I do to deserve this? My life f*cking sucks

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