I always wonder why I act to weird. about a year ago my parents told me that when i was 2 or 3 i got diagnosed with reactive attachment disorder and it explains alot truth to be told because of that and depression I dont truly love anyone but 2 people. my brother and 1 girl we plan to marry. and because of that I am terrified I wont be able to love my kids. but I do know even if I'm not able I will love them to the best of my ability and i will never let them think i dotn love them.