Date guy back at it again. My life falls somewhat apart at the seams. My relationship is still working though. Everything else was at the bring of overwhelming me. The last year I spend at home, joblessly sitting around with my fiancee and cleaning the dishes. My fiancee started an apprenticeship at the vet. I did not have any perspective. So now I decided to just be honest with myself and try to do something I'd actually like to do. I want to study media science and history. This, however, requires an internship that is vaguely related to media. Luckily, I did an internship in my school days at the local newspaper, so I just applied there for another internship.