After 5 years and 2 relationships, I have feelings again for my first ex boyfriend. I wish to get back in touch with him. So I tried looking up in Facebook and found his profile. But it broke my heart when I saw his relationship status. He's currently in a relationship with a women 3 years older than him. I would never dream of spoiling their relationship. I just realize that I have to accept the fact that we both can't be together anymore. I've been crying myself to sleep for the past 3 nights.