I'm fallin in love with my friend. He is a gay, and I already know since beginning. At first, I always cover my feeling, n I dont care if he has a bf or not, as long as I can be his friend. But then someone I know said he had a relation with him, since then I feel jealousy n envy, and without I'm thinking I confess my feeling to him and I know I will not have any hope. in the end we still a friend until now. And i guess he already break up with his bf (honestly I felt so happy even I know his ex bf is bit stress, but I'm really happy). I wonder if Im a man, will he looks at me and love me.