it's been almost a year when C. cheated on my after 3 years. He still is the love of my life ! But he has a new girlfriend also now for almost a year, and it still hurts really bad everyday. i have been to a shrink for months which costed my parents a lot of money and that is the reason they're having money troubles ! and in the end i still.. i really don't know what else i can do to forget C. and i feel terrible and guilty for putting my parents into money troubles ;/ while i still cry almost everyday !