I love sex. If I could I would have sex 5 times per day. I can masturbate for hours! But my husband can't handle it. He has turned me down various times because he's tired, ha can only f once or twice per week. My self esteem is going to shit because I don't feel wanted and he says jokingly I rape him. Idk how to tell him without making him feel like he doesn't work, neither do I want to cheat on him.