I worry so much about school, I can't do a single thing... It makes me worry even more and I actually become so depressed (basically I already have depression I think, maybe ADD or bipolar disorder.. I'm not sure) I become so stressed out and sad and broken that I cry and day dream/visualize how it would be if I killed myself. I imagine writing a suicide note and who I would write about. But I would never take my own life. I think I'm living in my own world where I can't manage to care about anything anymore, so I end up screwing up for myself or something. I just can't do what I wish, I can't study, I can't enjoy life.