I really like this girl, and it's making me depressed considering that i thin of her all the time. I'm not sure what she feels, and I'm just waiting for her to contact in order to not seem needy or something like that. I miss being a cold person, it wasn't nice, but I was less miserable than now. Not thinking what she thinks about ut, if there even exist a "us". I hate this, yet I still like it. Why does it have to be like this?