Seems like my dreams and wishes are only for crushing. First dream-have a family, Dont have a father and mother doesnt give a f*ck. Have friends- at work or school ita okay to talk to me but no way in hell will anybody want to do with me outside of that place. Asking boyfriend to be more romantic- he doesnt even try. Lifelong dream of having a puppy- boyfriend just crushed that. Next dream- suicide. Guess thats gonna get crushed as well and ill be misreable for life.