So theres this guy who used to be my boyfriend. We were together for two years and I really loved him but other people said bad things about him and even my friends asked me what the hell was wrong with me for being his girlfriend. After battling between my feelings and what other people thought I broke up with him in my birthday. Afterwards, he tried to win me back but I just pushed him away denying what I really felt until he got tired of trying and started ignoring me harshly and spread nasty rumors(NOT TRUE) about me. Now that I realize how stupid I was, I want him back but he now has a girlfriend. I know I deserve it somehow but it still hurts. I seriously wish that girl deserves him and makes him happy.