When I was a kid I used to love my dad alot, I saw him like a role model. Everyweekend wanted to go to his house(him and my mother are divorced). But the problem was, and still is, he is alcoholic. During that time I was growing up he entered programs and AA; but dropped every single one. That crushed my heart. His excused: I missid you! that response made me even angrier. When I turned 18 discovered some shitty things about him. The bond with him just went gone with time. havent spoken with him like three years since the last time we met.