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Hey guys, this is my first confession on here which will be about my sister... And my relation to her. I was always kinda rude to her and she went on my nerves which I told her. She came into my room several times while I just wanted to be on my computer, not being distractet e.g. I was very selfish, I should have been there for her and shown her my love. Because now it's too late. She is in a nutshouse (I don't know if this is the right word in english because english is my 3rd language). She got there like a month ago, after she git completely insane. She didn't even recognize me nor my father. It really hurt me. That night it happened, she ran away from home at like 2 am and the police brought her back home. She was barefoot and here it was April... She was completely mentally confused. So even though she didn't know who I was/asked for it all the time, I stayed awake all night just to hold her hand and be there for her, because I didn't want her to run away again. She was talking such crap and started to cry like every 5 minutes. I always tried to comfort her, but it started again and again... She was talking about things from our childhood which she totally twisted... When she got into that nutshouse, I hopes things would get better. They did, after 2 weeks I visited her (I was busy before) and she was nearly normal again... But then, today it all started again. It makes me feel so bad and it hurts so much. But I don't want to visit her because I'm afraid of seeing her like this.... again. Well, she got a psychosis by the way. There are many kinds of that, yet the doctors don't know which one it is. I am scared because I'm her twin sister and there's a 50 percent chance, I'll get that mental illness too. Even though I don't think so because I've had a loving boyfriend for over 3 years now who I can tell anything and who is always there for me (which she never had e.g.) but still, there's a high chance. If you read it til here, thanks...

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  • almost the same thing happened to my best friend. She visit her sister and she also did not recognize her but I still think that her sister knew she was there which is more important than you'll ever know at this moment. Because she could be quite irrational it will hurt you but you could maybe see her as a child in pain instead of your loving sister she does not want to intentionally hurt you but she needs family more than ever.

  • Visit her, and show her you love buth look after you own boundries

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