I'm in love with my best friend for 5 years now... he's very shy. Sooo a few months ago he started kind of falling for me. When we finally started about dating, he kept on telling me that he doesn't have time today or tomorrow. Then he ignored me for 6 months and now he's back doing the same thing again. He knows everything about me, he's one of the few people who know I have Borderline. Especially he should know how I feel since he's studying psychology.. I'm incomplete without him, I don't understand why he's afraid to see me and I don't know what to do. I can't eat since days and I'm thinking about taking my "I-don't-care-about-anything" pills again.