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I am a 17 year old girl who has been struggling with deppression for the last 3-4 years. I have also self harmed myself but managed to quit, but now i think i am starting to get suicidal. My mind is always filled with horrible thoughts, it can be about school, friends, parents, boys, that people will see my scars, not beeing good enough, my weight, my apperance and death. I am currently kindofsortof seeing this boy who is also deppressed and suicidal. I like him but i feel like we pull each other down and even though i would like a bf to make me happy i think i will have to stay single until im fixed bc i dont want to hurt anyone or drag anyone down. instead i think i just have to he depressed alone

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  • good .. so do it ..dont keep us w8ing..!! and dont forget to post the pic ..!!!!

  • I agree, You do not need to be alone. I was 16 before i realized i had depression, I thought that was how everybody felt! I'm now 21 and still in recovery. I won't deny the fact that i'm not fixed. I hated the way I looked, the way I acted, my performance in school and how everyone else seemed to be alright! I self harmed to the point of breaking a bone. I've never had a boyfriend because of my hatred for myself and the whole trust issue thing. Please, i beg you, talk to somebody. I know its hard, but it will be worth it. I didn't talk to anybody and ended up in the ER fighting for my life. I was given counselling and even though i hated it at first, by then end, i was sad but glad it was over. Going it alone isn't going to help anybody. Even if its on here, talk to somebody. As for the kinda BF, you need to talk and figure out what is best for both of you. If that means breaking it off until you're both doing ok, so be it. Much Love.

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