I'm 21 and feel like my life is going nowhere. I dropped out of highschool my senior year because of a terrible relationship. (at the time it seemed like the end of the world, i know now it wasn't but the effects of that verbal and mental abuse form that relationship still haunt me to this day) I began experimenting with drugs (marijuana, coke, methanphetamines) I lost my job over my addiction and turned away better job opportunities because of it. I now have been clean for a year, am in a very healthy relationship, but unemployed and still haven't returned to school. I feel like I've wasted too much time, I don't feel good enough and I am extrememley unsatisfied with my life. I feel like a failure.