5 hours ago, I "broke up" with my f*ck buddy. It is because I realized that I'm starting to fall in love with him. Knowing that it will definitely ruin our so-called-relationship, I decided to just end it by lying to him that I've got myself a new boyfriend and that I want to stay faithful to him. It broke my heart to lie to him as we have always been telling each other the truth and never lied to each other. I've been crying for the past 4 hours. I think I love him so much. This hurts a lot.