I don't really want to study medicine, why weren't you supportive of me going after architecture? You know I loved drawing and I was good at it. I remember the first words that you two said when I asked about architecture was that I couldn't compete with my cousin. I felt so dejected. Even though my cousin who is studying architecture and has an architect dad is so much more exposed to the industry, does it mean I can't compete with her? And what for do I have to compete with her? It's not a competition, it's not. Now it feels like a forced choice instead of my own decision.