My ex was highly abusive towards me, the neighbors called the cops on him 5x and one time he broke my arm, another time we were drinking and started arguing and he punched me in the face and pinned me down and shoved a towel in my mouth. He kept at it and I kept trying to break away so he could calm down. The fight probably lasted 2hours. The next morning we woke up and went to the dollar store and bought cleaning supplies and came home and cleaned my blood off the floor and the walls as if nothing happened, I eventually 4months later got brave enough to break up with him and have him committed into a psych hospital . to get even with him I slept with every one of his friends because that was always his biggest fear. And I don't feel bad about it one bit.