I feel like a ''passage'' in the life of people I had the deepest feeling for. I know i'm a part of the detachment because i push them away but that much? I've fell hard for 2 guys in my life. Never been with any of them. It scares me to admit that if i were in front of one of them, i know i'd have that feeling again, and i know i have the risks of seeing them again in different situation because everything can happen. I don't have any word to tell how i feel thinking about them. I miss them both.