I'm still in love with my ex. I've loved him since the day I first met him. But since I never said anything he thought that I didn't care. He broke up with me six months ago and I still cry every day because of it. Last weekend I ignored him but watched him hit on another girl and I broke even more inside. The fact that he also was my best friend is killing me, even thought we tried maintaing our friendship I could not do it. Now all I want to do is talk to him again.