It's awesome, finally i'm over my crush even if i just know her over the internet, i fell in love with her...., i still love her, i really do, but now just in a way, that i can talk to her, without having a heart attack, or a stroke, and i met a new woman, still just over the internet, but now i'm a bit wiser and know that i should keep it realistic, even if i start to fall for her... It is better to be realistic.. I love it to talk to her, she has an awesome sense of humor, is beautifull, is intelligent and for me, the most important thing, she has a personality like a two faced angel, she can be cute, but also can be real mean, but all in a awesome way, and how i like it! I really adore her! But i'm realistic, i don't think a woman would see me ever as more than a friend, still i'm happy right now, and ir feels awesome!