I've never felt nothing in the world like the before. Soon a year i am in a relationship with him. I supposed to be happy at the beginning. But now i just want to quit my job, my feelings for him and myself. I lied at him for a while, but i never cheated on him. And now i feel like, i love someone who i never met before. He changed from an angel to the devil. And this just because of me. Just because i lied to him. His words are like knifes in my heart. He changed from a handsome man to a heartless egotist. I can't do this anymore. For the first time i dont know what to do. I love him. But my heart is broken in thousand pieces. I cant quit with him, but if i still beeing his girlfriend, one day im going to kill myself. He treats me like a fucking piece of shit. His words and his doings are incredibly hurtfull.. i cant even cry anymore. All i wanted was to be happy with someone who i love. But god left me..