I don't like my father. He's the only person who makes me cry. He's not abusive in any way, loves me and takes care of me, but doesn't trust me at all. I'm 21 and still live at home, I haven't been to college yet for some complicating reasons, and he thinks I'm unserious about life but I'm in this shit place in life because he doesn't trust me. I never did anything to make him feel this way. Just now, he came home and I pretended to sleep. He woke me up and complained about the way I sleep. Dammit. I just can't live like this anymore.