I'm in love with a guy from my school. Since my feelings started being noticable because I couldn't controll them, his attitude towards me changed. He was nicer, he'd talk to me more, everything! It was a dream! But he lives in another city and I can't see him. In September we're going to start attending senior high school. But he may go to a school like vocational school (I'm not from America, Idk how they're called, sorry). And I don't think I'll ever see him again! And it hurts, it hurts so bad! It's like being cut by a razor blade in the left of the heart. And it's a great irony, because he also causes me the nicest feelings I've ever felt! I want him to do what he wants and be happy, but I don't want to lose him. A friend of mine tells me that he may like me this way as well, she says that she has never heared of a girl liking him or him liking a girl and it may be the first time a girl likes him and he doesn;t know what to do. But I don't think that's what's happening, because I've heard about a girl.