Im in a relationship with my first bf, we've been dating for about a month... He says he loves me. that I mean everything to him and that he was suicidal before he met me. He said he'd kill himself if I'd left him. I say I love him too, but I really dont. I only stay with him beacuse I like sex and hes the only one whos been interested in me so far. Hes getting annoying and i wanna break up with him, mostly beacuse i wanna see how depressed he'd get. I want someone dying for me.