I have been in love with my bestfriend for years now. If you know How I met Your Mother, she's like my "Robin''. But now I have found my one true love, in a guy who is perfect for me. I could die for him, truly. But sometimes, when I'm partying with my bestfriend it hurts a little bit, 'cause not matter how hard I try, there always will be loving feelings. Even if most of the times I don't think about it at all, 'cause I only have my bf in mind. I hate this, 'cause my boyfriend is everything I've ever wanted and I couldn't live without him, is my soulmate. But at the same time, sometimes I can help it and wonder "what if I was with her?" The worst: I think she loves me back, now that I don't wanna be with her anymore, because I love my bf more than everything. I don't think it's clear, I know it might sound weird and everything, but it's great to get it out off my chest.