Iv been dating a girl for 2 years. I love her so so much, but the last few months after I got a new job things have been getting rough. We never have sex, she complains about things I haven't done around the house even though I work 40+ hour weeks and walk to and from work to save money. And the worst thing is even though I listen to her and try to do nice things for her, she never stops talking about herself not even enough to hear about my day. The sad thing is if she would just let me talk and not get mad at me for interrupting her 100th story about the fridge at work or her dad, she would know I have a crush on a girl from work...and its tearing me apart, am I a monster?