Sometimes I just feel wonder why I always fallin in love with someone that would never reply my feeling. I love my gay friend, and now I love my tutor (he is married). It really hurt to love someone but you cannot have it, no matter what. I will not flirt with my tutor in any chance. Just looking at him is enough. I hope I will take another class of him next spring semester. And for mygay friend, what I could do, None.