For a long time now I've been trying to understand myself. A evident lack of empathy, love, sadness, depression and several other emotions got me a bit worried, so I tried working on that. It has taken me years to figure outwhat I am SUPPOSED to feel in certain situations and act as though I do feel them...I don't understand rules of social behaviour nor do I fully comprehend the principle of morals. The only reason I seem somewhat normal is because I've learned to become something of a social chameleon. Basically i force myself to feel specific emotions towards others and different situations...tuth is most of the time I feel nothing but indifference except for the ocasional concern for myself.