Almost 5 years ago I had a girlfriend. We went out for a while but she had a lot of problems. One day, when I was with her, she said that she couldn't keep going like this. I was scared that she would leave me but it wasn't anything like that. I held her and asked what was wrong. She said that she couldn't keep going with life. I looked at her and while I did that, she pointed her fathers gun to her head and pulled the trigger. I still wake up sometimes crying from that horrible day.