I think I'm in love. In my head I understand that I'm probably not, but when I'm around her I start doing whatever I can to make myself look better to her. When I look back on it in a couple hours I cringe and want to shrivel up in embarrassment and I promise never to make a fool out of myself again, but I know the next time we talk I will. To make it worse, she dating one of close friends, and although I liked her before they stated dating, I now feel guilty every time I think about her. To top it all off on the phone a couple days ago she literally said " I know you're a guy but I can never think of you as boy".