I want to ask out my crush more than anything but the only thing stopping me is my current girlfriend who ive come to realize isnt in love with the real me, let alone even know the real me. I have faked our 3 year relationship and am not a thing like who she believes I am. The only other problem is that I dont want to hurt her either because despite me not having serious feelings for her, ive lost my virginity to her and she showed me how badly my family treated me. Plus I love her family especially her parents because it seems they care more about me than my parents do. Now I need to choose between the family ive never had which I love dearly or the girl ive loved for the past 12 years.