I'm 22, a virgin, and haven't had a girlfriend in about 5 years or so. After my first girlfriend broke up with me, I went into a progressive depression for 7 years before I decided I needed medication before it went too far. Now I go through periods of that deep depression once in a while and it makes me feel like shit. I tried dating a couple girls thinking that it would help somehow. But they were forced relationships and obviously didn't work out. And now I feel I've come to a point of desperation where I get feelings for just about anyone.