People think that I’m just choosy when it comes to guys. Actually, I’m so scared to let anyone close to me - physically and psychically. I don’t know what I should do. Some guys have had crush on me and I actually did like them back but when they tried to approach me I chickened out. I just feel like they are going to be disappointed in me and I just do whatever I can to runaway from that situation. Now everybody thinks that I just want some perfect-looking guy but I don’t care at all what he looks like. All I care is that he has a good heart. And it kills me that I have put so many amazing guys in friendzone just because I’m so scared to show my feelings. I think I may have some serious commitment issues because it isn’t normal that I’m 20 and never even kissed a guy.