I got out of a tough relationship,and was not ready for a new one. You were so nice to me. I couldn't make a jump into another one and needed time to heal. You helped with home maintenance when I was living with my father and took me out to dinner to a meal I would never forget-we stayed so late that the restaurant was passed closed and then we talked outside the restaurant:but like I said, I was not ready to make the leap. You started dating someone during the end of that summer. When my 21st birthday came around, our group went back to your place and you cuddled my drunk self all that night and after going to the casino. A few weeks later-you were shipped off to serve in the army. You have me your mailing address and i'm like "what the hell I'll go for it" and told you that I really liked you and couldn't say it until that time. You told me you didn't want to hurt the girl you were with and wish I would have told you about it sooner than I had but would like to be with me if it didnt work out with her. Anyways-time moved on,i got into a relationship too and became pregnant with a beautiful baby boy:but I never forgot about you....but I feel that you forgot about me,just because I became pregnant. Two years later, i never hear from you at all anymore and got so mad I took you off all social contacts. You are still with that girl and are getting married next month,i heard from word of mouth from my friends....i dont know why i thought within those two years we would reconnect, become close again, and have a happy ever after....all i am left with is feelings of lonliness. I felt like we had a unique relationship and have been obsessing about it for too long.