He makes me happy, even by looking at me. When he was kinda sick (spring allergies. his nose bled, he missed school) I couldn't even drink water. Now that we're sitting exams, we don't talk much, but it's so nice when we do. it's like the whole universe disappeard, like it's just him and I!! But someone would always come to stand there and he'd leave. He lives in another city but he goes at the same school I do. There was a chance he'd go to a school at his city and when he told me I was so depressed. I want him to be happy, but I'd miss him SO much if he left!!! So, today, he told me he'll come and the next year at my town's school!! I looked at him and smiled so much my cheeks hurted and I wanted to hug him!!! And it's so nice he'll stay here!! I was drifting at the school like and idiot with a massive smile on my face! But I am scared. I prefer being sad, because I have sth to wait for now that I'm happy, I know sth bad, very bad will happen. It's like GRRM's stories. There was Joffrey's death, but 100 other good characters died!! I know I'm stupid for feeling like that. But I'm happy he'll stay!! I LOVE YOU!!!!!