I never was good in anything. Never was good in sports, never good in school, never had a lot of friends, I never was one of the pretty ones, never had much money, never had anyone who really cared for me or loved me. Of course I know I don´t have the worst life and should be happy to have a home and a family etc. but I´m not. I hope I will be able to enjoy my life someday and stop beeing sad about things I can´t change.